Why is your heart weeping little girl?

It's saddened by a family so totally torn to shreds it can barely breathe. A family that played, fought, celebrated and grew together with all it's good and bad; a big close loving family that made a family that large such a wonderful idea. My grandmother was the backbone of this family, even when she was in Puerto Rico we could all feel the strength of her love and that's what held it together for all those years. She died wanting only that it stayed together after she was gone and we let her down.

Now, it's just a tree. All the leaves dangling on branches broken from the trunk, barely connected.