Weight Of The World

Feels like the weight of the world,
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.
Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?

Freefall, freefall, all through life.

If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
She's nothing to me.

Feels like the weight of the world,
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.
And oh, I know you don't believe in me.
Safe in the dark, how can you see?

Freefall, freefall, all through life.

If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.

JAMIE

The greatest sacrifice

I started out writing this blog post complaining about being sick for the past few days and not being appreciated but after getting the call from a family friend this evening informing us that John's godbrother Kenny was shot and killed last night everything else doesn't seem to matter anymore. http://www.koaa.com/video/news/index.asp?cat=news&id=6055

John is taking this very hard because they were very close growing up, like brothers almost. John is an only child so these people are his family. The very first thing I did after hearing the news is call my cousin. It's weird how one never realizes how much danger an officer puts themselves in each and everyday.